how long ago did i lose myself?

Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you. I can’t do anything without you. Fucking go away. Go date someone else. I can’t stand feeling every second like you’ve got some slut hanging around and you’re just using me as a picture.

The memories will never go away. And with memories comes feelings. And feelings means pain and heartache. And those are two things I can’t deal with. So please take your memories and walk away don’t bother with apologies we both know you don’t mean them. I just want to go back to before we met and live my life without you.

I feel so empty. so lost. and i don’t know what to do. but sometimes i want to make you feel the way you’ve made me feel. i want to walk away and drop your heart as i turn my back. so you know exactly how i felt. and then im going to find someone else. just as you did. but i wouldn’t do that.. because im the good person.. and i cant ever hurt you like you’ve hurt me